As Christmas rolls around, I drag on. They don't know the difference. They don't know why we open gifts. They don't know why we go see lights. They don't know why the tree gets put up or gets taken down. 

All of this is fine. 

But sometimes I just want to see the joy on their face when they see that they got ehat they wanted.

They can't ask for anything. 

That's all fine and dandy. 

I'm just happy that they are happy. 

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